i can't beleive it's been 5 years since i last saw you jon. i miss you so much but i know that i am 5 years closer to being with you.i love you jon the pain does'nt seem to go away and it does'nt get any easier.my life will never be the same because our family is'nt complete anymore and it's been so hard coping with everything that has gone on,and i want to thank you for being there with your brother and helping him to come back to us here i don't think i could have coped with losing another son and i know that you were with us giving us all strength. I LOVE YOU JONATHON THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS LOVE MAM XXX